A light touch of analysis of some writing I recently did while under the influences of The Sacred Mushroom.Read More
Being that Westerners are the bad guys, how can I spend my time and not feel guilty?Read More
A piece on the significance of the almightiest of groups, The Hillz CrewRead More
The damp mildew of old memories, old insecurities will me feverish with their decaying intent or relatability. I grit my teeth in an awkward half grimace and furl my brow and sit in an itchy state of regret and nostalgic disappointment. What could I have done? How should I have done it? If I had focussed sooner, I had all the answers and actively treated them as irrelevant. I might be A bit taller, or maybe have a thicker dick or be A better candidate for idolising or be faster or maybe wittier. I calculate through time unlived how events transpired with a tweak here and there only to find myself exactly where I am and those events are vaguely lived in an emotional and mental space yet determine this situation 'not what I want' by relative introspection.
Yet what does it all mean? Well nothing Ryan, have you been paying attention? I feel like A void, makes absolute sense, yet in my moments of being inferior through felt presence of declining health and self-attachment - I don't want it. I want A booming voice of the all mighty to lift my spirit into a knowing of divine planning, get A glimpse of where I should be headed and come back. The closest I have is some colourful cards that help me interpret my symbolic sub-concious.
I guess as I thought perhaps I would have passed moments of decline in appreciation of self - to move onto being the self. Yet I am still very much doubtful of the where, the who, the what. I come from A rational environment and this shit is entirely emotional, even writing this is lifting the male-emotional blockage cap and letting a tear or two fall from my face - only to have an immediate reversal and bitter reaction, felt as that itchy state. I could scratch my skin clean off as the itch doesn't stop. It's the itch of ultimate loneliness.
'We're not alone, we are all connected' - sure but, we're all one. Meaning we're all in loneliness. How sad for A god to be bored of presence so he gets lost and incarnates as the all we see around and feel around us. That's a tragic tale, makes me long for a blood letting session until I feel no more.
I am attempting to not project out the dissatisfaction I feel within my bones as storms are created in the blame game and boarding the hate train, but sincerely - stop being ignorant, selfish, hateful, weak cunts and start living as if there were no consequences. Be who you are, not who others have told you to be or scared you into being
Hope you enjoyed that.
- Ryan Dickinson
Rounding out the year with things that have changed my being and rekindled the embers of A flickering, defeated inner fire.
Welcome to 2016! Your most desired may arrive, if so invited.
Yeah. I know. But if I don't say it, people may not actually be aware there-in. Moreover as the title suggests, I mean well but I seem mean. There-in/Moreover, I've never used them before - forgive the contextual errors.
Exorcise your demons people. Test your beliefs, I actually don't go into that - but do that. Test your beliefs, be critical. So maybe I do go into it; briefly.
Not sure? Neither.
Local excellence in Art.
Clutching at straws for something to talk about.
Need to get out more I think.
Breaking social conditioning through the naiveté of privileged white, male perspective. Discussion welcomed, I am mainly asking questions - I want to be a team player.Read More
When the body screams for attention, it's important to know what source of attention is wanted.Read More
For Connor, who tried his best to avoid the need to judge others - no matter who or for what reason.
We need to bring together the excellence of the Dandenong Ranges, to write and sing and create and love and turn this place from the sess pool of misogyny and football centric egoism - to our own form of egoism! Let the Creative reign!!
Just some things that fluttered through my mind during the course of a regular Sunday.
I have been a bit lazy of late with uploading content and for that you have my excuses.
If you like this sort of thing I want to start to have daily themes for Blogs, so tell me what you think, give your ideas, or your criticism.
Little look into some nationally local music.
Give this a read and Share it around!
Just trying new things.
Can probably tell this isn't my strong suit.
Kid Cudi. Sanctimonious people. Pull your heads from your asses. No person's imperfection is much worse than any others.
Graham Ashton as Victoria's new Chief commissioner. I take a look at his recent interview with The Age Newspaper.
In this I attempt to jokingly discuss the envy of people who complain on the wages of Pro-athletes; The PC Police who should shut the fuck up; And the dangers of saying whatever comes to mind!
Blessed be the *Insert Symbol of your faith here*
Check out some of Donald Cerrone's fights. That mother fucker is good. I discuss in here the merits of Violence as a problem solver.
A light discussion on whether each of us has any responsibility toward being environmentally concious, if so how much. But if we don't take responsibility, what will happen?
As Tim Minchin once sang 'Take your canvas bag to the supermarket'.